I never lost sight of my ideals throughout my youth. I at least made visits to Truth throughout the turbulent and sometimes reckless days of growing into adulthood. Then, when I was 22, I found that I was miserable. I had all but lost contact with the Spirit. My journey back to Truth then proved to be a step of tremendous impact. I returned all the way back to the pristine consciousness of a brand new soul. I regained my innocence/innersense entirely. I discovered what it was to be a pure adult human being.